nothing makes me quite as uncomfortable as images of bone spurs and bone cancer
on a completely separate note, i’m leaving for my two-week road trip this friday and i’m so nervous that i won’t have enough money
the parks and recreation theme song makes me so happy
open up your arms to no-one
bad feelings morning
need to re-learn self-assurance and independence
codependency is the greatest of personal evils
get over it, grrl, get over it
cold, aching, melancholy
picture this:
your room is in twilight. the light is a dim, soft gray and the shadows are murky navy from an overcast sky. you slowly wake from a long slumber, body heavy, and your eyes open - though not without effort. you feel adrift, weighed down yet weightless, still partially submerged in sleep. your exposed skin whispers to you of the chill in the room. you slept with the window open and the previous evening’s warmth has been cooled by this morning’s rainfall. the air smells clean, and you are too comfortable to move, pinned to your bed by the large fluffy comforter covering the lower half of your body. at your back, a warm cat sleeps, curled up and chirping quietly as he dreams. you pull the comforter up to your chest and roll over cautiously so as not to disturb your small bedmate, and wrap your arm around him, pressing your face into his fur and gently curling your fingers around his front paws. he murmurs a soft good morning to you, snuggles against your neck, and falls back asleep, as do you, to the rhythm of a chirping bird outside the window, and the chromatic sigh of a train whistle somewhere far away.
i don’t want to get up
i don’t want to eat
i woke up to breakfast curled up against my side, purring, in my cold room with the window open and i wish he’d come back
i look forward to the day i can leave this ugly material plane of termites and body tissues and live on forever in my www. midi-filled kawaii crystal pixelpalace
i look forward to the transition of .com to .prsn, or perhaps .soul
and when unfriending people is treated as assault and when deleting your profile is suicide and it is okay to be gay
